Pathetic by Purgatory

Wake up in the morning in the bathroom
on the wet floor, piss on my face
Stink like a dog shit, knock with my forehead
cuz in my hand there's a needle and I still can move it
to the left and right or up and down, it's stupid, fuck
sucking on motherfucking drugs
Morphine, crack, cannabis, dope spread and struggle inside me
and they rape me constantly
never sure with myself, can't get better
selling my soul, I'm losing control, serve the devil shit inside of me
useless, life's meaningless, forget the trust and the confidence
in disgrace, soiled face, they talk to much shit and everything's just a lie
Here I am, my friend, a garbage can
ready to wear, ready to use, ready to suck every damn thing you own
I'll bury your ass slowly, took all of your misery
some kind of destiny, or starvation gluttony
lot of pain, lot of bullshit, lot of game, I'm not ashamed
while you treated me like a lovely friend
I'm the only pathetic parasite
realized, I scrape your wound with my fork

It's me so pathetic, the drugs makes me fanatic
It's me parasite, don't you ever exist before my sight
(para...site )
I believe one day before I get bored to stay
You'll see me in forgiveness, God
You can't count on anyone except yourself
The only thing to fear is just fear itself
It's major pain in the ass, always making the mess
Are you happy as the human race?